how deep is your love -

and it makes me wonder..i've almost have it all, but why does it feel as if something is amissed?
almost tip-top, probably,most definately ideal for many.friend and family tells me how amazing he is.and too even how good-looking he is, etc you name it. but why do i still feel they way i am feeling, amissed..

communication?

language?

to give up,not just yet..or atleast.

i hope,with fingers crossed,held tight.

Goodbye, Love.it was nice meeting you.

i know you want me,you know i wantchaaa! -

ohhh i Love it!!!! farouq and i went for the Live with Chivalry event; 12 hours with PITBULL,benny bennasi,lisa lashes and etc. MADAWESOMEEEE

PITBULL's amazingly SEXY! went together with Bha and his girlfriend Nrul,met up with my colleagues,Justin,Clara, Arabic liason Tareq and Salman and his girlfriend,Joane.IT SO FCKING alot of fun! we dance and laugh all night.what a significant memory!

photosss photoossss

YEHHHH BAYBEHHHH! the atmosphere and crowd was real happening! even at 5pm,the crowd started to build up already..and true enough,we had to park and walk a distance but what not! FOR PITBULL ITS WORTH ANY MILE ;D LITERALLY! hahah

Love them photos we took together.they all looked amazing :D oh laa in mood for photos..

the boys.Farouq, Justin and Arabic Salman..Tareq's missing!

with Bha's girlfriend,Nrul.thank god for her,now there's photos! her camera; all these photos.whee.mad clear

Marriott's .and Salman's missing D;

Me + youuuu <3!

with the boyfriend's bestfriend Bha.poyo lorrhhh :D hahaha

pocket full of sunshine -

gahh!a piece of biscuit twist just got stuck in between my keyboard keyssss.aiksss!

farouq came during my break hours.and friggin suprised me with a bouquet of flowers!!! :D hahahha this was completely off-guard too!my first bouquet from him (: thankssss,frq!

and tomorrow will be family dinner in conjuction with Mother's Day with my family and Sunday would be with his family.Bombay Palace and Sri Ayutthaya respectively.i'm nervous yet again very much excited.hope all turns out well!! (: fingers kept crossed

choked with food -

food poisoning :C

Farouq came over in the morning to bring me to the clinic.doctor said its gastric and food poisoning,thats double trouble..double the pain..ouch,i know right :C

but part of me is really happy..to see how farouq took care of me when i was sick..bought me isotonic 100 Plus and made me eat my medicine.and made so any jokes along the way to the clinic to ease the stress and pain somehow..apart from that,he sat beside me at all times to watch me fall asleep..and there he fell asleep too,he must be really tired..then mum woke him up to sleep on the recliner chair instead.pity him..noo..PITY ME as well!

but from that,i can see the sincerity and concern (: he stayed with me till 4pm,his work starts at 5pm.was raining heaily so mum called to inform him to leave earlier so he wouldnt get caught in the massive jam so much.

and she says -

i met Farouq's mum a couple days ago.......*fastforward..@#$^#$%#@&*(*!#&&$&$^$%*)(*

last night,when i was in the night market,on the phone she wanted to talk to me..i could actually barely hear her D; was pretty long enough to call it a conversation.thats not the point! its about her telling me this one where i definately heard right...." dont call me aunty " o.o!ohemmG,what have i done wrong.then she continued " panggil mama "....errr mama (;

apart from that,she gave me a malay name.NOT TELLING!BYE!

<3

RAWR :D

xing fu de mei ii tien, lang man de mei ii ye -

for first (:
he made extra effords than the usual dinings and outings..at first he refused to tell me what was happening on that day,and i was absolutely clueless about out where-tos..dang!it was killing me with curiousity! after much persuation and pampering,he told me we'd be going to Skybar.and i googled it.and OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG FABULOUS!it was absolutely romantic!!!!!! one which i saw online which really triggered me,was looking forward so muchh!!! ;

i know SO MADAWESOME rightttt! hahahahha!

25th came by.he picked me up at 7.30pm or so as said.headed staight to Skybar.its in Trader's hotel :D on the 33th floor! :DD and he made reservation to have our cushion seats right infront of the KL Twin Tower! :DDD!!!!!! OMGOMG,yes!i still cant help drooling thinking about it!beautiful!magnificent!really!we ate and talked about us <3 but unfortunately we didnt have a proper camera ;( ;( so the photos came out a little sucky.

the view from my window (:

the wahju beef burger we order and some other stuff..my mango lassi turned out madawesome just as much (: oh the meat so SO juicy..BEEF :D

toldchaaa (; the seat were so comfy and cozy..snoozeeee zZZZ

THIS! i was caught completely off-guard! i had NO NO idea where we were heading to after dinner.all i know was he was going to bring me to somewhere exclusive for dessert,which that too i assumed! but this! i didnt knowww!completely caught off-guard.and i could feel the tears almost yet to roll down my cheeks upon seeing this..AHHH * sobs happily.now i know where he has been the whole afternoon.......and along on the bed was hehhee jeng jeng jeng T & Co!!!!!!!!!

i know right!hahahha..guess who else wears Tiffany & Co. stars from Gossip girls.

couple of shots we took before bringing me home.

oh what a wonderful day <3>

THANKS,bie!